Well I guess I should say a word or two about it here.
I have to say that after Eurocade 2015 I think I still did some work on my Asteroids. It was on the Hantarex monitor and it was actually pretty damn fine as it was, but I still wanted to have all pots replaced with fresh ones "just so we don't have any jitter".
I replaced them, put the monitor back in and....dead. No picture. And I swear that at that very moment something snapped in my head.
I was TOTALLY irritated by it and I left the machine there at the spot, shut the door and that was about it.....I hardly touched a machine after that.
I was just burnt up. Done with the constant fixing.
Apart from that....there were two big reasons. One is not fit for public forums. Some of my best friends in the hobby know or at least have an idea...
The other was that I switched jobs at about the same time. Although my new job is fun and really a better place to work and better colleagues than with my former job (where I worked 10 years), the kind of work is very very different. I switched from "doing what I was told the day before, carry out the work, drive home and be done" (which gave me a 100% "free" mind the rest of the evening) to having to manage every, and I mean every aspect in my work myself. From making offers, planning, doing inspections, writing reports up to chasing customers for money if they don't pay.....and that switch was tough. Added to that was the fact that my boss saw I was doing really well with the actual inspections so he gave me a few really big customers to handle like one of the largest banks in Holland.
Of course that was really nice that he trusted me with it, but on the other hand things went a bit too fast for me to get grip on it. I deliberately slowed down the pace and talked about it. My boss admitted that we (I and 2 other colleagues hired at the same moment) were "thrown in the deep" too early, but he said I managed to keep floating. I said it was only barely. Anyway, I learned how things go, you get a bit more experienced and everything is a bit more steady now.
And of course, that other reason, the personal one, really doesn't help in such a situation. I was battling on two fronts....and history shows that is never a good idea.....
So it was all a sum of a few parts.....I absolutely did nothing in the hobby. I think I powered up my SW once and played it a bit. I loaded up the Q*bert for Eurocade 2016 but it wouldn't fit the car with my son also coming along....so I took it out of the car again and put it in my kitchen. I play it every now and then...
I also did some things with my A8 machines and 2600 consoles....I totally reworked the inside of an Atari Lynx I which was fun to do. Small in size, easy to work on (light !!!) and it actually all worked right away just as I had planned !!!!
Well after a year and 3 months in my new job I could say things have settled down a bit, but I'm also doing a study for work on the side...exams will be in march.....
The personal thing is on-going and I don't know where it will end just yet. We'll see.
About my games: most of them still need loads of work...I think this is also a part. At one point in time it seems like a hobby becomes a burden, a task that MUST be done.....a shit-load of work in front of you of which you think: no way in the world I can ever really finish it all.
I am still damn proud of some of my work. Lunar Lander, Q*bert...especially Q*bert....every time I look at it I think: damn that was one empty cab when I got it....and look at it now !
But even so, there have been times (and still) that I think: it's just a thing. A box with some electronics and a simple game. I used to see something else. A part of history, emotion, a memory. My emotions were tied up with very much other things in this last period in my life though...
Maybe it's the classic mid-life crisis. Could very well be. I started to enjoy going out with friends much more and all that stuff........and actually still do.
Even when I look at the hobby now, the very moments I have enjoyed the most were the Eurocades and all the other fantastic meetings I was able to go to, meeting people, having a beer, talking, having fun...
and of course the road-trips. It was fun to discover rare/special games and go and get them. And of course I loved doing the reports on the restorations.
Maybe it is just a way of "showing off" ? Not sure....that wouldn't be a weird way to look at it....would it ?
O wel.....
Oh and then there's that other hobby....the marching band. Still doing that....I kept on doing that through it all because you really need at least something to put your mind on. I also had to pick up sports so I play tennis now 2 nights a week....
and there's only so much hours in a day

So.....what will happen in the future...? No idea really. I have moments that I think about selling all my games and stuff. Seriously. But on the other hand....what a shame would that be. Every machine has it's story on how I got it....but on the other hand, if they are just standing there.....what is the use ?
Just getting them out for Eurocade each year is not enough justification to keep them.
But I haven't made up my mind yet. It could well be that I return to the hobby when some things have changed/setlled down.
We'll see.
I do think, in all modesty, that my "silence" here might be a part in this forum getting a bit less "lived up" but I can't help it. Sometimes things in life change, and we'll see what the future will bring....